My Namesake & Quotes by Her:

“One’s life has value so long as one attributes value to the life of others.” 

“The body is not a thing, it is a situation: it is our grasp on the world and our sketch of our project” 

“To be oneself, simply oneself, is so amazing and utterly unique an experience that it’s hard to convince oneself so singular a thing happens to everybody” 

“To protest in the name of morality against ‘excesses’ or ‘abuses’ is an error which hints on active complicity. There are no ‘abuses’ or ‘excesses’ here, simpily an all-pervasive system.”

Friedrich Nietzsche, Charles Dodgson’s Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking- Glass, and What Alice Found There, Poems to Read, Bret Ellis’ American Psycho, Jack Kerouac’s Book of Haikus, Kurt Vonnegut’s God Bless You Dr. Kevorkian, Hunter Thompson’s Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Allen Ginsberg’s Howl, Simone de Beauvoir’s She Came to Stay, The study of Existential Nihilism. 

I am rarely, effectively upset. I never stay upset. I never like writing on here. But I do talk endlessly privately. When facing selection, I know my answer by immediate instinct. I have no hesitation in telling someone I love them, I don’t lie well. It’s when I’m infatuated, I hesitate. My mind feels like white light, constantly. I have no fluid thought process, everything floats [around my head]. I love my family, they give me the opportunity to love them. I have legendary ancestors. I compare[d] eating meat to chewing on my own forearm. I regret any form of abuse immediately, that said I am not violent. I am extremely apprehensive about taking medicine. 

Under today’s circumstances, my head spun for hours and my hands shook in the morning and I didn’t want to be bothered with all the notices coming from my phone. A result of studying 13 consecutive hours and being ‘worked up’. I disturbed myself relentlessly on what the meaning of life was. Por último…¿Por qué la vida necesita un significado? Entonces, yo era buena.